255

Eyes

Never deprive me from your eyes

I want to gaze at them
as you do it with mine.

Every time I read your lines

I look in my pocket of, there we are,

relentlessly carrying me, is it you,

whilst your prose, your tongue

very well is it tanunting me

causing my comeback

I cannot take it anymore

come kiss me, boy.

250

Influence

disturb my sight with a tiny smile

scan my thoughts with your wisdom

predict my movements each time desire returns

torute my prejudice my black veil

make me love your madness

make me staarve without your mouth

so that by the end of the day

I always come back to your house/heart

so that by the end of the times

my admiration for you escalates

248

Muse

My muse, my wet dream

in here there's a limbo

among brutal nightmares.

Abducted by darkness -

damn, lust yells at night.

I'm so afraid to wake up

missing you, needing you,

but oh no, night also comes

asking me for a second ride

and, speaking in tongues,

it craves for self love.

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Science

Developing a customised theoretical framework

for such a simple yet emotional glimpse,

making carefully selected observations

in order not to commit further regretful errors.

Conducting and repeating trials -

carrying out experiments just in case.

Gathering meaningful information

your gaze tests emotional strength.

All this to verify my very own predictions,

that I am such a soulful mess.

202

Numbers

A thousand people,

a hundred contacts,

a dozen friends,

only one you

beaming on my orbit.

Because I am aware

of the person I have become

of whom I wish to share

my whole being, my lifetime;

this contradiction bag

I have delicately grown

as seeds of my plant.

Would you like to go on

being my signifier,

my meaningful number?

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Smell

Every single smell

inevitably reminds me

of you intangible chest;

every single moan

it is an echo

buzzing in the cold;

every single touch,

without a doubt triggers

that thought of the non materialised.

The eternal contradiction

of your (non) existing

it utterly drives me insane;

it is fever running through my veins,

it is beneath me eroding,

yet like lava violently erupting.

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Newness

You all of a sudden got me

constantly thinking of you -

your pale skin,

your traumatised neck,

your electric gaze;

it is because of you

that I can believe

in the dreadful human race.

If only could I be there,

neverending stories being chased

as at each other we stare

as we madly in love we fall.

I just cannot, cannot help it -

our branches effortlessly intertwining

our foreigner roots already colliding,

and long before we knew,

our souls interested in meeting up,

unintendedly harder than we could

making it through day and night,

incessantly beginning to demistify.

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Nymphs

I break the laws of gravity

Geronimo can't jump now,

and as Newton astonishingly watches

I meet those beautiful nymphs,

they take me, we fly to their house.

They are harmonically singing,

I like where this is going.

I'm eating their tunes out.

Now they so loudly laugh,

they so romantically moan.

Quite abruptly, though, then

the alarm clock yells.

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Compromise

What I love about us

is that there is no "us",

that we can move back and forth

without any belief or disbelief,

without any trust or distrust;

with no strings attached,

with no clear target

to be actually achieved.

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Invisibility

Drifting into this vast space

hardly can I spot your face,

truly it has been kind of weird,

a strange situation since last year.

All that happened seems so far,

so so far since our last goodbye,

yet when I intend to go on

I tend to bump into the stone.

But now there lies a big difference

nothing comes to settle down,

I stop for a minute and smile;

I wish to move on, it's been enough.

I am so glad this has stopped,

yet where's your aura now?

Is your body having fun,

composing a lot, doing your stuff?

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Motives

Some people certainly state

it is love the inner force

behind every step we make.

Well, I disagree, I'm afraid

as in my particular case

not always does it happen that way.

Rarely does mankind act

listening to their hearts.

but only to be taken into account.