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Science

Developing a customised theoretical framework

for such a simple yet emotional glimpse,

making carefully selected observations

in order not to commit further regretful errors.

Conducting and repeating trials -

carrying out experiments just in case.

Gathering meaningful information

your gaze tests emotional strength.

All this to verify my very own predictions,

that I am such a soulful mess.

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Creativity

The creative process

that so much is it involved

when splitting the atom

of pressumptions, paradigms

thus ending with what's established

like a driving force here bursting,

breaking up, regrouping.

Miracles shall I never crave for

what comes will remain

only and insofar as it becomes

utterly unnecessary and touching,

completely arguable for everybody

for me to continue writing

food for thought at last arriving.

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Steps #2

Escaping,

making my way out,

running away from the past -

a sensible idea.

Acknowledging,

recognising the sequence,

admitting errors, failure -

all part of the process.

Reading,

improving my demeanour,

revising naughty irreverence,

throwing up worthlessness -

second nature?

I hope not.

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Horizontal

On a horizontal line

lain on a grass mattress

do I keep an eye

whilst wrapped up by the stars.

Now, immobile, petrified

on this spot I endlessly sigh
yearning for understanding,
comprehending what's going on.

A battery of tests
turned out to be life -
routines, health, love
of all do I pretend to care.

On a horizontal line
lain on a grass mattress
do I seem to slowly die,
die to meet you tonight.

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Mephistopheles II

How can such perfection

be successfully achieved

without contrasting colours?

I need that knowledge,

I need to know it all

for I've tried on my own,

yet nothing cool came out of it.

It has always been here

it has always been inside me

I am giving further information.

It is like distinct music notes

representing a multiversal soul;

like shades and shadows,

wild paintbrushes on a white wall.